Is it normal that sometimes i hate being with my bf?

I have a question for you to ask yourself. "Do I love him or do I love being in love?" I say that because I'm thinking that you are physically attracted to him but it doesn't seem like your personalities match. If you're ultra free and he's ultra organized then the two of you are bound to clash on the regular. It might work out better if you talk to him and see if you can get him to be a little more free...but only ask that of him if you're willing to be a little more organized.